Lucky Charms

So, i have been in winnipeg for about 3 weeks now. Its rather different. Im in a group home. and shit is like blah. OMFG IM GETTING A MACBOOK THINGER FROM THE APPLE STORE IN POLO PARK!!!! hahahaha. You know your cool when

Alright it’s been eight days of school. I’ve learned a lot just from nine days, but I had a little accident and I am not doing to well on it, I ended up hurting my knee really really bad.

Anyways, I’ve done some assignments so far, and have done pretty good on them. I’m starting to participate in gym class now. I do hate gym but I will work in it. School has been very good these eight days. The one thing is I might not be coming into school much if my knee starts to have growing pain. Might even have to get surgery done to it. Back to school. School is going pretty good for me. I believe that I am doing pretty well since school started up last week.

Sorry about that last night. I know I said I would put some links to video’s and put video’s up but somethings kind of went wrong yesterday. So I wasn’t home until 800-830 ish. I am hoping I will be able to do it this weekend. I’m not sure what other moves they learned in Advanced class yesterday. I had to leave at lunch time due to unwanted pain in my knee. I’m not going into detail. I believe I’ve said this story a million times and I’m already tired of saying and that’s a little sad because I’m the talkative type of person. This weekend I will try my hardest to get up the video’s and links. If possible I will get a video of the grades 7-12 performing what they had learned over time this week. I might not be able to but most likely I will. Again I am sorry if I got some people worked up and ready to see this video’s, it was interrupted by a big problem on behalf.

Hello. I would like to talk about artist in the school. There is a guy that came into our school and is teaching grades 7-12 hip hop (AKA break dancing). Some people have decided to go into the advanced class. It s so much fun. And every class he is teaching is going to perform a dance routine for the whole school on Friday. I’m going to see if my mom can come so she can video tape it because i want to show how well this guy has taught all of us these moves. They are awesome and i want to share it with a lot of people. It’s awesome. Today after school the advanced class crew has a practice. So far in that class he has taught us the L kick and Colt 45. They are so cool, for some of you who dont know what those are I will get two or three videos from youtube to show you all what they look like. One will be of the L kick and the other will be of the Colt 45. I will put a link up on here to show you this really cool break dancing videoI saw on youtube last night. I was looking for some videos on some other types of break dancing. I will most likely write a new post for the videos and everything. We most likely will learn more things today after school. I will also look for videos of those too if we do learn another thing, and I will let you know what our crew is called if we all figure out a good name for it. Thank you all and you will be receiving a new post tonight for all the break dancing things.

Hello everyone. Nice to see everyone in Mr. Fisher’s class again. As you all know I was in Mr. Fisher’s class then one day after school disappeared, but now I am back and happy to see everyone even a few new people. Well lets start over. I’m Jolene. Some know me as Brookelle. It is one of my names I have two of them. This year I am repeating the seventh grade. I am going to be finishing my grade seven until Christmas break then I might be getting put into grade eight. I’m only repeating this grade because when I was in Winnipeg after living with my dad I got but into a new foster home and it was down in West Kildonan. So I couldn’t go back to George Waters Middle School just because I wasn’t in the catchment area. I play volley ball now. I’m starting to do better in school then last year. I am usually a straight A stupid but things changed and I got horrible grades because I didn’t do the work. My teachers know I’m a straight A stupid and I said that I will prove it now. I’m going to work my hardest. So far I have been doing great. =] I want to prove that I am a very good student. I’m working hard and doing my best. I even started to participate in gym class and I HATE gym class. I just want to make everything right now. I’m trying so hard. Enough about this so bye.
Untill Next Time
Muucchhh Looovee
-Skittle Biitt ‘zz
Jolene

There are some things in life you can’t take back no matter how hard you try. I’ve messed up so many times. I don’t now what do to anymore. What I do know is I want to be in Winnipeg. From the start I didn’t even want to move to move to Winnipeg because I knew if I made enough friends, I would get attached, and that I would just become one of those like spoiled bratty kids.  Well for me that’s pretty much what happened. I made so many good friends. I miss them dearly now. Every now and then I cry. I cry because i think of all the good times I’ve had. Sometimes when I’m sitting in class and I will think about it. I want to just sit there and cry but I hold back the tears. Everyone I met is good to me and then me the world to me now. It gets so hard for me I know I’m young, and I’m already thinking about leaving my mom soon. I just need to find somewhere to live. My friend Jason is getting his own place and he offered me a place to live since I am trying to find  somewhere. My friend Matt also told me and my sister Natalie we could spend a few days at his place. Those two guys are really good friends to me. I wish I was in Winnipeg right now. I really don’t want to be with my mom. She pisses me off a lot. And we don’t really get along to well. Living with her tends to get really hard and I can’t handle it. So that’s where the whole cutting thing comes in. I wish I didn’t even have to leave Winnipeg. Everything is just to complicated and I can’t deal with it all. There isn’t much I can do but take all the drama she gives me. My friend Natalie is always there for me. She is a really good friend and the only person that is around. She means a lot to me. I don’t know what life would be like if I didn’t even meet her. This life is so confusing but I think I will live in the end. Hopefully. Suicide has come to mind many times already but I manage to just stay away from that stuff. But that’s all I had to say. Just felt like putting it out there.
Byyyeezz

Much Love
-Skittle Biitt ‘zz
Jolene

Heey everyone.
Yeah long time no posts. Lol.
I’m thinking of trying to get my VEST teacher to think up blogs for education like how Mr. Fisher has done.
It is a real great idea.
But anyways im in school and yeah they are letting me do this. 🙂
Hope to hear from others soon. Its been a long time since i heard from anybody in Snow Lake.
I might be going back to live with my mom in Snow Lake.
But then again i might stay here in foster care or go back to my dads place.
I want to go to Snow Lake but i always want to stay in Winnipeg. I have alot of friends here. I love it here. All that.
Me, I’m not writing much right now.
Oh and by the way, my friend Summer says HI!
Yeah she is a loser….. LIKE ME!!
xD
Got to go now. Class is over.
Byee ❤ 🙂

Skittle Bitzz
-Jolene =:] ❤

Okay sorry for posting this late but this was supposed to be posted before for when I was in Winnipeg

Don’t ask why I named it that. Lol, I had to name it something. And I know it has been forever since I wrote a post for everyone. I’m still living with my dad and stepmom. Although I sometimes feel like I want to go live with my mom and other dad . I miss being there alot!!! Not even kidding. But living her isnt so bad. I’ve got alot of friends. Close friends. They even said that if i were to kill myself they would do it too.. I told them whatever I do, they shouldn’y do it too.  I’m going back to my moms on March 30th t April 6th, just for spring break though. I might go back in the summer but then again I might be going out to Port Stanley, Ontario. Hopefully I can. Lots of friends out there. And it is a really nice place. Yeah if I do, I’m going to be so happy. Anyways, umm I’ve got a girlfriend. Yes, I am not afraid to say that I’m bisexual. If anyone has a problem with that.. Well, like what the hell?! You shouldn’t have a problem with people being bisexual or gay or lesbian. And yes I love this girl alot. She is my life. Her name is Taylor. She is nice, sweet, smart, beautiful and just everything I ever wanted. =] ❤
I don’t know what I would do if me and her weren’t together. I love her so much, more than words can say. It’s like oh my god. She makes me so happy. Ever since me and her first started talking and stuff, I’ve just been so muh more happier. And thats real big considering I’m diagnosed with depression. I’ve been depressed for months. And just talking to her makes me smile and feel so happy and all that stuff,  its just so unbelievable! But yet sooo true!!!
Well I gotta go. Can’t write much more tonight. I’ll try to keep everyone a lil more updated on life with my new family.
Mucchhh Loveee
–Jolene ❤ =]

hey,

i know i havent posted something in a real long time, so i thought i would write everyone a lil post saying hi.
I’ve got a new life, but it is so much harder than i thought. living in winnipeg isnt really the greatest thing with the violence and all that stuff… But i do manage to ignore all those facts. I happen to have changed alot since i moved and went into foster care, but thats what makes me who i am, right? I have to see a person, there like a student concillor but the other person. haha i can never remember the name of it, but yeah i have to see that person now. Half the time i cant focuse on my work in class too because im to busy thinking about what im doing with my life, if you get what i mean by that? I dont know what to do with my life once again so of course i did cut myself once again and i really dont care if people know that i did that.. Well im going to talk about something else now. When i first came here i met my cousins (Zach and James) they are pretty cool but James happens to lose his temper real fast sometimes, but one day they actually called me and asked me if i wanted to come outside with them, so i said sure. I met Ashley and Macey. I am now really good friends with Macey, well she is kinda my wife and sorta like a sister to m now. She is more like family to me then my own real dad sadly. But thats only becaue i talk to Macey more than my dad, and i hang out with her alot. Her mom keeps kicking her out, so when her mom does she either comes to me or to Matt (our husband:D) lol. Me and Matt are there for her for example, last night i went with Macey because she was going to talk to her mom about her mom kicking her out. When we got there her mom told me to get out (no shock) and said Macey was grounded. I told Macey i will be outside waiting for her to come back out. I heard alot of yelling, then it went silent. i got worried so i knocked on the door and Macey ws on the floor crying. so i got really worried and ran back to the youth called Matt, he came to get me. Then we went down to Macey’s house and we tried to get out of the house.
Matt: We are not leaving until Macey is in the car!
Macey’s mom: F*** Off!!! She’s not going!!
Me: Oh my god lady!! She isnt safe with you!! You always beat her. And your the reason why shes crying!
Macey’s mom: Shes crying on her own!
Matt: She doesnt just cry for no reason!
Macey’s mom: Well i didnt do it!
Me: When i came here with her she wasnt crying! And now she is crying after you “talking” to her!
Macey’ mom: Go away!!!
Matt: I told you, we arent leaving until Macey is in that car! She isnt safe with you!
Macey’s mom *opens the door*: Go away!! Excuse me people over there can you call the police, these kids are harrassing me!
Matt: we arent harrassing you!
Macey’s mom *pushes Matt down the steps!* : LEAVE!!
Me: WE ARENT LEAVING UNTIL WE GET MACEY!
Matt: Just let her go!
Macey’s mom: I will call the police on you two
Matt: Go ahead, with what phone?!?!!
then like awhile later, me and Matt were sitting in the car. so we called the police for them to take Macey out of her house. and all that. but that is over and done with.

Well my life has taken an interesting twist since october when i first went into care. but it’s old now. it feels weird living in winnipeg when your so used to living in small places. well im gunna stop this post here.

ttyl
byee(F) xx
Kristina (aka Jolene)

Maddi is my bestest friend ever!!! i hang out with her almost every day. except me being sick this weekend messed it up!! GRRRRRR. lol. We always have the best of times together. like:
Maddi: What would you do if i asked that man if he had a wedgie?
Me: i’d be like ‘uhh, i dont know you..’ or fall to the ground laughing.

Or

Maddi: Jolene, Who do you love?
Me: Your Mom!!!
Maddi: hahahahaha really?
Me: no. hahaha
*Maddi starts to laugh*

But these days are different now, since i moved to winnipeg and she’s still in the pas. i miss her so much. She is like my bestest friend. Right now for me its hard knowing my best friend is 8 or 9 hours away from me and i cant even see her when i was so used to seeing her everyday.