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Well, im moving to Winnipeg on Saturday at 1 p.m. on a plane.  Today is my last day of school, so i have to see ALL my friends today or else i will cry!!! Hahaha, i know i may be dramatic but its me, its the way i like to be haha. Sorry im just like really really happy!! I cant wait until I go to Winnipeg!!

Heyy;

I’m doing fine. I was having fun but then i got put into a new foster home and next week i am moving to Winnipeg, Manitoba. Which kinda sucks because then i have to leave all my friends again. I’m so scared of going. But oh well i just have to deal with it. another move wont hurt. This is what i get for going into foster Care. oh well its life. i guess. And right now i live with a girl name Taylor and she is like flirting with all my guy friends. (she says only the hot ones) haha. but i dont know what to write now so, yeah. byee

-Jolene =]

Hello,

I dont think i said that was my last post. i will write on here sometimes but i do have school and some friends to go hang out with. Today was the best though. Some of my old friends go to the same school as me and some new friends go to the same school too. It’s great!! But i do wish i was back at J.H.K. it was a great place but this is a good place too. i guess. I cant wait for the S.L. VB team to come and face T.P. VB team so i could see some people on those teams and stuff. So yeah. (by the way S.L. means Snow Lake and T.P. means The Pas and VB is volley ball. so yeah) Sorry i tend to say ’so yeah’ alot. I miss Snow Lake and i miss the class (most of the class anyways). My foster moms name is Shayleen and my foster dads name is Angus. They arent much older than me, Shay is 8 years older and Angus is 12 years older. So i think that isnt that bad. And i have two others kids here to but they are theres, Lenny and Abby. Abby crys alot, she is almost crying all the time over small things like, toys or something. i got a headache from all the crying. Last night when Angus was talking to me, i was hoping he only asked questions with a yes or no answer so i could just use my head because i couldnt talk, my voice was so quite and cracky. Im not in school here yet but i will be soon maybe Wednesday or Thursday. Yeah we had to get CFS to fill out my papers from the Kelsey Division office and Shay has to fill out the papers right from Scott Bateman Middle School. I’m going to the same school as Haley, Willy, Alexis, and some of my other friends that have lived here for along time, i will write something else later.

Byee
-Jolene =]

Sorry i havent been writing alot of things on my blog. It’s just i have been having alot of things going on and i cant focus on my work in class or at home. So that brings me to failing possibly. And things that are happening at home its sort of getting hard, i mean i got the wrong message from my mom this morning, like i thought she was saying she was going to put me in foster care. But im only thinking upon the way she said it, like i mean this isn’t my first time hearing about foster care. I have came to the point were i was only 5 days away from going. But thats old news now. Like i have a hard time with my family and friends and in a way its sort of effecting my school work. I know what it feels like to not have your friends by your side, because i used to be called ‘Emo‘ because i used to be all depressed. So apparently NOBODY wanted to hang around me, because apparently everyone was afraid to say something to me that would hurt me and end up making me more depressed but the truth is i never really was depressed. I really hate when people normally always judge before they really actually know the truth. And yeah i dont mind if the whole world knows about this about me. People already talk about me so the whole world can go right ahead and talk about me. I mean i hear and see people talk about me and some people do it right in my face. Something from gym class awhile ago but i never really said anything about it so yeah. It doesnt bother me anymore because i learned to live with it. All they there doing is trying to bring me down so they can make themselves feel better.

Date: October 25th
By the way this might be my last post too because im in a foster home now!! yes i am sad that i had to leave but yet im happy too.. (DONT ASK) so i will MAYBE write things on here to let everyone know things and how my life is going as a foster child. but some people dont believe me!! BUT I SERIOUSLY AM!!!!!!

Byee
-Jolene =]

Why do people commit suicide?
Why do people cut themselves?
Why do girls become anerexic and belimec?
Why do kids bring guns to school?
Why do kids get depressed, so they start using meds and abusing themselves?
Why do girls feel the need to act inapproprite to impress guys?
In the bill of rights, it says we have freedom of speech!!
So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?
I KNOW WHY!!
Cliques
*Gansters*
*Preps*
*Nerds*
*Goth*
*Emos*
*Punks*
***And thats not even half them..
Society in general..
We live in a world where if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight.
Your tortered, abused, and humiliated.
We say we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism.
And people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect.
Is this America? or Canada? Or the U.K.? Or any other nation?
Is this the nations we live in and fight wars to support?
I am sick of it!
Stereotypes, and everything else.
I want to live in a good place!
Without suicide, rape, murder, and JUDGEMENT!
What about you?
Speak your mind. Dont let anything go!
If you do, what are you really doing for youself, for everyone else?
Tell me what you think.

There is a new non-digital photo frame that happens to look digital. I believe that isn’t the greatest thing ever. I mean like we have seen plenty (or too many) digital photo frames trying to look like old analog photo frames. But this is something new. I don’t think anyone has ever saw a non-digital photo frame made like its supposed to look like digital photo frame. Personally i think that is a little bit odd if you ask someone who is used non-digital frames looking like … Well normal, and digital frames looking like themselves. But never ever a non-digital photo frame looking digital. This is the first analog photo frame probably anyone has ever seen that masquerades as a digital photo frame.

It looks sort of like a window you might see on your computer? Well yes, there’s no SD cart slot, no USB port, no power cord or no flash slideshow that pumps out music and video, its just like other photo frames. More towards the plan type of photo frame. It doesn’t look to bad. It’s pretty good for a non-digital photo frame trying to look like a digital photo frame.

Today at school there is only 8 people  here because everyone else is gone to a volley ball thing. So today we will… I don’t really know what we are going to do. Probably a normal day. I wish we could sleep. ha ha. Sleeping would be better than doing work. Well i have to go write about something else now. Most likely the igoogle post.

I’ve never really told everyone why I always fight back at people who made fun of people on welfare. The truth is, I have a sister who is on welfare and every summer since 2006 I would go stay with my sister. While I stayed with her I started to know and feel what it was like to be on welfare. Every Thursday i went with my sister to the food bank, my sister couldn’t pay to get her food. She only got 35 dollars a month. I didn’t think that was a very good amount to help her live because shes addicted to pepsi and smoking. For her that was only the money she would spend on pepsi and smokes, but just because people are on welfare doesn’t give you the rights to make fun of them. It hurts them to always have to hear people making fun of them just for being on welfare. Most people are on welfare because they have a sickness, like schizophrinia and other things that I don’t know about. All im trying to say on here is DON’T make fun of people on welfare. I think its great how Canada supports people like a thing called Social Welfare. I’m writing this because I have saw some people making fun of people on welfare. And to some of them if they were to see that or hear that they would feel hurt and when that happens whose really to blame for making them feel bad just because they are on welfare?! I’ve saw and heard someone making fun of someone else on welfare right in front of her. That made her feel bad. So all I’m saying is why does anyone try to make fun of these people who are on welfare. Like i mean i don’t see whats so bad about people being on welfare. My sister is on welfare but she still can do everything else everyone thats not on welfare can do. Just think about everything I’ve said. And next time someone is making fun of someone else thats on welfare, don’t just stand there and watch, do SOMETHING about it. You never know whats going to happen until you do something about it. I’ve tried to do something, and I’m still trying. I want this to get out before anyone else starts to make fun of people on welfare, and i think its great how Canada takes care of people like that so they don’t have to live out on the street. Everyone should have a place to stay. Nobody should be told that they are not great because they are poor or on welfare or anything. Everyone who has made fun of people on welfare i only have one thing to say… Well besides this whole thing and the thing i have to say is ‘Get over yourself! Don’t make the people on welfare feel lower than you! There still humans. They are not really any different then us.’ For everyone out there, don’t let others hurt others by what they look like or if they are on welfare, or anything else. I’m doing my sister and all the people on welfare a favor in which they can’t say because they might not get heard! Just be nice and don’t make fun of anybody about anything, it’s wrong, disrespectful, and you may end up like them some day, so don’t do what every other person has done to them.

Thank you for reading this.
-Jolene

Here are some things that I didn’t say in ‘First blog’. Well I like being on the computer and talking to my best friend Jordan. I only get to talk to her on the weekend. I love talking to her, she makes me laugha and I make her laugh with all the things I do. Enough of that, I also like to hang out with my friends in this little group. They are so much fun to be around. I’m in volley ball, but I have to wait for awhile until practice starts. I’m going to stop writing and wait for a few more days untill I’m on again. Or not, I’m not really sure.