hey,

i know i havent posted something in a real long time, so i thought i would write everyone a lil post saying hi.
I’ve got a new life, but it is so much harder than i thought. living in winnipeg isnt really the greatest thing with the violence and all that stuff… But i do manage to ignore all those facts. I happen to have changed alot since i moved and went into foster care, but thats what makes me who i am, right? I have to see a person, there like a student concillor but the other person. haha i can never remember the name of it, but yeah i have to see that person now. Half the time i cant focuse on my work in class too because im to busy thinking about what im doing with my life, if you get what i mean by that? I dont know what to do with my life once again so of course i did cut myself once again and i really dont care if people know that i did that.. Well im going to talk about something else now. When i first came here i met my cousins (Zach and James) they are pretty cool but James happens to lose his temper real fast sometimes, but one day they actually called me and asked me if i wanted to come outside with them, so i said sure. I met Ashley and Macey. I am now really good friends with Macey, well she is kinda my wife and sorta like a sister to m now. She is more like family to me then my own real dad sadly. But thats only becaue i talk to Macey more than my dad, and i hang out with her alot. Her mom keeps kicking her out, so when her mom does she either comes to me or to Matt (our husband:D) lol. Me and Matt are there for her for example, last night i went with Macey because she was going to talk to her mom about her mom kicking her out. When we got there her mom told me to get out (no shock) and said Macey was grounded. I told Macey i will be outside waiting for her to come back out. I heard alot of yelling, then it went silent. i got worried so i knocked on the door and Macey ws on the floor crying. so i got really worried and ran back to the youth called Matt, he came to get me. Then we went down to Macey’s house and we tried to get out of the house.
Matt: We are not leaving until Macey is in the car!
Macey’s mom: F*** Off!!! She’s not going!!
Me: Oh my god lady!! She isnt safe with you!! You always beat her. And your the reason why shes crying!
Macey’s mom: Shes crying on her own!
Matt: She doesnt just cry for no reason!
Macey’s mom: Well i didnt do it!
Me: When i came here with her she wasnt crying! And now she is crying after you “talking” to her!
Macey’ mom: Go away!!!
Matt: I told you, we arent leaving until Macey is in that car! She isnt safe with you!
Macey’s mom *opens the door*: Go away!! Excuse me people over there can you call the police, these kids are harrassing me!
Matt: we arent harrassing you!
Macey’s mom *pushes Matt down the steps!* : LEAVE!!
Me: WE ARENT LEAVING UNTIL WE GET MACEY!
Matt: Just let her go!
Macey’s mom: I will call the police on you two
Matt: Go ahead, with what phone?!?!!
then like awhile later, me and Matt were sitting in the car. so we called the police for them to take Macey out of her house. and all that. but that is over and done with.

Well my life has taken an interesting twist since october when i first went into care. but it’s old now. it feels weird living in winnipeg when your so used to living in small places. well im gunna stop this post here.

ttyl
byee(F) xx
Kristina (aka Jolene)