Sorry i havent been writing alot of things on my blog. It’s just i have been having alot of things going on and i cant focus on my work in class or at home. So that brings me to failing possibly. And things that are happening at home its sort of getting hard, i mean i got the wrong message from my mom this morning, like i thought she was saying she was going to put me in foster care. But im only thinking upon the way she said it, like i mean this isn’t my first time hearing about foster care. I have came to the point were i was only 5 days away from going. But thats old news now. Like i have a hard time with my family and friends and in a way its sort of effecting my school work. I know what it feels like to not have your friends by your side, because i used to be called ‘Emo‘ because i used to be all depressed. So apparently NOBODY wanted to hang around me, because apparently everyone was afraid to say something to me that would hurt me and end up making me more depressed but the truth is i never really was depressed. I really hate when people normally always judge before they really actually know the truth. And yeah i dont mind if the whole world knows about this about me. People already talk about me so the whole world can go right ahead and talk about me. I mean i hear and see people talk about me and some people do it right in my face. Something from gym class awhile ago but i never really said anything about it so yeah. It doesnt bother me anymore because i learned to live with it. All they there doing is trying to bring me down so they can make themselves feel better.

Date: October 25th
By the way this might be my last post too because im in a foster home now!! yes i am sad that i had to leave but yet im happy too.. (DONT ASK) so i will MAYBE write things on here to let everyone know things and how my life is going as a foster child. but some people dont believe me!! BUT I SERIOUSLY AM!!!!!!

Byee
-Jolene =]